COMPENDIUM OF A SCRIBBLER.

I was too deep into my thoughts and suddenly how much that one thing meant to me. After being too much involved, dicing my head into the heads and tails of one peculiar ponderance. I stood up, unknotted my hair, felt the cool breeze, lit my cigarette, inhaled it and felt at ease. 

Through them I see straight and clear, Those are my eyes of need, want and necessity. For a focused and intense vision I need those spectacles, to provide me the pathway for existence.

Tea for two and a little dance, A piece of cake for continuing the romance. Do or die, it's a golden chance,  A want for Love and Lust? Keep it as a Suspense.  Let him touch and feel my pain, Try not to let this moment go invane. Keep your lips on my ear and say my name, Make me forget the world and feel the same. Your eyes focused on every move you take, It is a game of love sweetheart.. Consider it a serious one for god's sake. Betrayal is not on the list, Hold me tight, I'm waiting for you to kiss. Give me a ride to Paradise,  With you I'm not afraid of heights. Yet another story which is not only hard but difficult, But I completely don't mind us being called as Romeo and Juliet. 

What I figured out in a relationship nowadays is that girls are the one taking over a relationship or say running a relationship. So what does a guy do in the process of a relationship? Is he just there for the sake of being there? What is the role of a guy in a love affair? Okay! This is insane that I am putting up such questions at the first place and secondly I completely put my audience into a confusing position. I'm so sorry but let me start again from the beginning because thats's what writers do right? They make you read the whole article like a fool and then, you don't understand what's going on? But that's what we do! We confuse you and start the whole thing all over again because that's what our jobs are! Okay enough! Coming back to the point, what I meant to say is that Relationships have become very complicated this time, I mean for the current generation. Initially a Guy would do anything to make his girl happy may it be emotionally, mentally, mo

Everyday passes with a hope that one day you will come to me and give me the right to love you.  The liberty to expect from you more and more each day each time. Where you will start doing the exact things I want for us, Where you will understand the inner voice of mine, who desperately was waiting for you to hear every single thing I wanted from you to do for me.  This isn't about being selfish, it's about making you understand how it's  suppose to be in love and doing the right things for your lover. I'm also waiting for the time; when you will make me your only priority,  But I am positive about us, about the time that is going to come for a change. Leaving behind all the bad memories, Focusing on the good ones just to have you in my life again. Only Love will be flourished in our lives, And that day, I pray for it to come soon, so that it matches with my hope that passes everyday to get our love back to light. 

I was there eachtime you needed me  I was there every day and night  For your support and help For your good and bad  For your sorrow and happiness  We lived a life of two in one soul Did you ever think about it? Anytime when you were far Did you like just miss me?  Thought for a second how much I love you  Or how much you love me?  Anytime anywhere during any moment ? How these days have passed without you only I can explain. But Invane! because you won't understand my pain. Thank you for everything, I won't ask for more.  But I would also want to become like you  Wanted to know, How does it feel to be so cold?? 

                             I have faith that we'll always be together, Faith that you will love me forever. Faith would be the only reason for staying, Faith will be the only reason, I'll be praying. Because faith is what i hold in my heart, To enrich our love the same way it had start. Because faith will only give me a reason to wait, Everything will eventually come to a normal state.  Faith will show me the path of light, Which will make our future colourful & bright. And also to believe in you I need to have faith, To be able to trust you till the very last date. To accomplish our goals we need to stay apart, And This is how we going to keep our love long last.

People of my generation are working really hard to achieve something big in their life. They have big dreams, big strategies, bigger planning but to implement it, there lacks only one thing and that is "TIME". We concentrate more on getting successful just by talking & talking. And that is where our time gets wasted, because the action is not been taken. My basic question here is,  What are these people actually doing then? And to that my answer is- this generation believes in sleeping and making their dreams come true while sleeping. And here the term sleeping means the real sleeping! So basically my main topic of concern is that our generation is sleeping and that too for longer hours and especially during morning times.  Yes! Yes! I know what it means, we are awake the whole night just blabbering about the ideas, facts and regular life. With the simple Mantra of eat sleep rave repeat, and sleeping in the morning till the evening and get up during late evenings and

It was somewhere in February, When you came from so far just to meet me.  All excited and full of enthusiasm, Your face was so bright and charming. I know it was the curiosity to finally see me after so long, And so was the matter with me. Even I couldn't resist to gaze a look of u without any further delays, The moment to finally see each other, touch, feel, hug,kiss came, It was all like a beautiful dream and the best thing you ever could have done. That time I imagined myself to be the luckiest girl who have got her dream man,                                 You know what, In life if ever one would have wished for anything,this could have been the same moment.     With you it felt like I have the whole world with me,  Gosh that Feb was the best month of all these years.  But then why all that turned into a terrible horrifying Nightmare,                                                                But whatever happend I never ever wanted to loose my life (that is, to loose

Its just been a few weeks that we started getting into lots of conversation And look I already have started falling for you. Maybe its you what attracts me more these days  To which neither I nor you have any sort of clue. Things look better and days go well  Or one can rather say its the wind of love that flows, Decision is though tough to take  Heart begins to beat fast when in my phone your messages roar. There is definitely a different kind of connection I'll have to solve this mystery, Before it gets too late  We must understand that between us there is a Chemistry. Why do I get so jealous when you talk about other girls What is the reason behind, We are not even committed Then why do feelings control my mind. Whatever it is.. It has to stop  Its just an infatuation I know, Things won't be more than that between us  I'll have to get over you.. Its difficult to hide but a lot more difficult to show!!

The unbearable pain of those scars in my body reminds me of your presence, Where you trying with all your power to beat me to death This is such an extreme surprise directly coming from the one I call my lover Isn't he adorable for committing such an amazing act? All the love and passion was performed so proficiently  One couldn't have imagined how it's like to be beaten in love.  But one thing was very clear to me that he still is capable of being guilty for the same act and promising of not doing it again. Bravo! Any trophy you need for that? But not to forget I'm a fool too.. Because I am the one who is encouraging him for this by the same process of forget and forgive.  This person is so cool, he has nothing to be worried about. His work is done now nothing on his part has been left So here he goes by giving a promise to his lover that he shall not do this inhuman act again and will always make her feel happy. But the truth is already known to her who

I HAVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT THIS TERM FOR A VERY LONG TIME. WHAT IS LOVE? IS IT WHEN YOU SAY I LOVE YOU TO SOMEONE AND IN RETURN THEY REPLY YOU BACK WITH THE SAME I LOVE YOU TOO STATEMENT? BUT IS IT THE ONLY WAY TO FIND OUT WHAT IS LOVE.. GETTING ATTACHED, CARE, AFFECTION, INFATUATION, BEING TOGETHER, AND MANY MORE WORDS ARE INVOLVED IN THE PROCESS OF FALLING IN LOVE. DO THEY INDICATE THE REAL MEANING OF LOVE? THE COMPLEXITY OF THIS WORD IS DRIVING ME CRAZY. WHEN I WAS YOUNG I ASKED MY MOM ABOUT LOVE AND SHE, WITH A SMILE ON HER FACE RESPONDED "LOVE IS A FEELING OF NEVER LIVING WITHOUT A PERSON YOU ARE IN LOVE WITH". THOSE WORDS WERE SO EASY TO UNDERSTAND THEN. BUT NOW IF I THINK ABOUT IT, IT IS THE DIFFERENT SITUATION ALL TOGETHER. THE GENERATION OF TODAY'S WORLD HARDLY PRESSURIZES ON BEING IN LOVE. IF FOR NOW THEY ARE WITH SOMEONE THEN TOMORROW THEY'LL BE WITH SOMEONE ELSE. SO WHERE IS THE SIGN OF NOT LIVING WITHOUT EACH OTHER GONE? THEY SAY THAT MARRIAGE IS THE FIR

Have you ever thought of a backup option in your relationship? Why not? We keep backup option for everything our contact, our conversation, photos, movies etc. So why is that one thing that force us to step aside from the line and be focused in the same relationship? Ever imagined how much it is important to have an alternative? Life is not easy and to live it happily one must follow certain do's, to make it a better place to fit in. It's not right to keep someone on hold, especially when that someone likes you or loves you. Keeping on hold will bring two situations:  One when you want that person to be in your life but presently you have someone else with you and don't want to leave the current love because you also know that somewhere down the line you also feel for that person and at the same time have this thought that the person might just leave you someday. So, you keep all the points in mind and intentionally keep a backup option. Secondly, the person you put