Cluelessness
It's not one of those nights of Insomnia where all you want to do is pen down about yourself in and out. It's those nights when you purposely taking your time off to figure out the cold hearted and soft hearted side of yours. Not leaving a single feeling that is running on your head. Every pinch of your heartbeat making rhythm beats according to the way you feel. How the hell did I go into such a deeper thought? But trust me, I have many! They automatically gets activated into my system. At 2'o clock, When you're thinking about your deepest sorrows but not regaining anymore and your head is empty, all you get to hear is the sound of the clock and few dog barks. Suddenly my concentration is not on my true feelings, but in and around! Then I ask myself a question; will I ever come out of this chaos? By that I meant the war that's between me and my inner self. I received no answer because I had no idea what is going on in my life, Only one thing I know is th