And it happened..


I was there eachtime you needed me 
I was there every day and night 
For your support and help
For your good and bad 
For your sorrow and happiness 
We lived a life of two in one soul
Did you ever think about it?
Anytime when you were far
Did you like just miss me? 
Thought for a second how much I love you 
Or how much you love me? 
Anytime anywhere during any moment ?
How these days have passed without you only I can explain.
But Invane! because you won't understand my pain.
Thank you for everything, I won't ask for more. 
But I would also want to become like you 
Wanted to know,
How does it feel to be so cold?? 

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