Undecided.

I know nothing.

I am confused and I make decisions based on the current situations, 

I don’t see, if it is going to stay with me in the future,

I just do it.

I just follow my heart.

They say nothing is bad in following your heart ,

But for me it’s abstaining me from following what I actually want.

I am always dicey and I get convinced too easily.

I feel all these years of me depending on other’s opinion and doing what they are doing has made me addicted to this habit,

Which is why it is too difficult to make my own decisions and make my own analysis. 

The word is “too easy to get”

And that’s what I am. 

Not strong, not determined, easy going.. 

Thus, it gives me anxiety to make things mine too easily.

They automatically run into my head and make me see the future with them.

But in reality not even the part of it is thinking about me or seeing me in their near future. 

Why am I jumping into such assumptions? 

Is is bad to have such a mindset? 

The world is not selfish, 

I am the one who is foolish to not take best decisions of life,

While pretending to be one hell of an independent person.