COMPENDIUM OF A SCRIBBLER.

Ever heard about Recycling?  But not litters or any non living things,  Here I'm talking about Recycling a human being.  Practically it's not possible though but Emotionally it is. There are people who deliberately get recycled.  And for a better understanding I would clear the meaning of recycle, here it basically means; a human being used by another human being over and over again.  But a recycled human's weakning power only affects their emotional state.  No matter how hard they try to stay strong, the other person's presence and influence push these recycled versions to not stay strong and honour the other person's demand. Using them like puppets, these people are so proficient in controlling with their attitude and planning that it's not only difficult to deny what they have to say but impossible to even say anything in return.  It's like stepping on gum, the more it sticks with you the longer it stays with you.  S...

When I was in college, all the songs I listened to were my favourites. Now I'm home and the new songs don't tempt me anymore.  I know just why, because every song had a story; few I listened to with my friends, in some new cafe in the town and others were just a collaboration of all my friends playlist which they used to play either in our frequently happening house parties or our random trip plans anywhere the road would take us to. May it be a little longer drive or huge short trips, those playlists were a must. I couldn't help but wonder, how the time had passed so quickly?  Like I went to bed for a nap and when I woke up, All was gone! I Don't even feel like I should make an effort to have a liking for new songs because I'm so much consumed by my classics. All of the memories I made with my buddies were those songs which I am not giving up so soon. I am a very committed person and when it comes to like or try new things, Dude I'm sorry I can't...

I'm trying to get away with this feeling. It's this particular time where I'm feeling the weakest, otherwise nobody was as strong as I. I know how to take care of myself when things are not falling into place. This is a natural and the most obvious phenomenon and to face it with acceptance is the right thing to do. First of all no one is above you, so stop feeling pathetic about your life. Secondly, some one told me that if you can't be the reason for your own happiness, then how can you expect from others to keep you happy? To that, my opinion is just listen to that someone and accept the reality that it's practically impossible. In the real world, we all look for someone who can make us feel special and better.  To an extent where you yourself can be the only reason for that kind of feeling. But in the end you need to accept the bitter truth that happiness comes from inside only, when there is someone from outside who can do that one special thing ...